The Beauty of Small Groups

Now that I'm in my post-graduation years, one of the biggest blessings I have is my fellowship at church. Every Thursday night we meet together for fun (read: intense competition) and learning more about the Way in our small groups. It has been a joy and an encouragement to sit with my sisters and chat honestly about how our lives are, what we've been learning, and how to better obey.

Tonight was no different. I knew going in that the lesson was about dealing with sin, and truthfully, I was cringing a little (who the heck wants to talk about sin honestly? sheesh). But as we broke off into small groups (after our intense rounds of taboo/charade mash-up) and learned from David's life example of grace to others and honesty to self, I was really really convicted. Our conversation turned from theories to self-deprecation, and finally to more honest, heart-connection sharing. As I allowed my friends to see more into the incredibly broken person that I am, they encouraged me by their willingness to listen, graciousness in offering advice, prayer and accountability, and especially in their own honesty in sharing.

I came home tonight so... elated, because this was always what I'd hoped to see in any small group I am a part of, but never had enough courage to help work for it. This was the true beauty of being a part of Community, a part of a small group. And it's not just a one-time experience, it's literally what's waiting for me every week. I am so so grateful for Father's providence and great great love, manifested so tangibly in the company of my sisters.